Jon n the beach

Fantasy chapter 9

The next morning when she woke from her sleep she sat up and looked over the bed and sure enough his pair of black shoes and socks were lying on the floor with his black top over the seat, but his Jeans had gone. She wanted to believe that last night was more than just a one night thing but she knew some one like Jon could never fall for her the way she wanted so she wasnt going to be disappointed when she got  up and he turns round and says to her thank you for the fuck gets something to eat and then leaves. Walking into the living room she found him sitting at the kitchen table reading the newspaper. Walking over to the table she sat on the far side of the table on the seat huddeld up looking at him. looking up at her Jon smiled lovingly and out streatched his hand for her to take.
"You ok this mornig babe?" he asked looking a little worried as he saw how pale she was, putting down the paper he got and walked righ to her side and moved his arms round her waist.

Still lost on what to say she kept slient and and just looked in his eyes.
"Baby you look pale is everything ok?" he asked again taking his hand and gently laying it on her forehead. Picking her up in his arms he held her close to him and carried her over to the sofa. holding her in his arms he looked down in her eyes as she gazed up into his, time seemed to stop then nothing else seemed to matter the night mare of her past no longer tormented her sitting up on his knee she kept her eyes locked with his kissing his lips she was shocked to find him kissing her back. This had to be a dream he was gone he was still here holding her gently the passion they both shared was real this wasnt something she was going to wake up from. holding him closely he contined to kiss him before laying her head on his shoulder. Keeping his arm round her he lay down on the sofa by her side and looked deep into her eyes she couldnt help but fall deeply into his. moving his hand from her shoulder down to his waist he kissed her again laying over her pressing gently against her body.
"I love you" his voice was soft and full of love she could tell deep down this was real and he wasnt going to hurt her, tears fell from her eyes before she could stop them and held onto him not wanting to let him go.

"hey baby what wrong" He asked wiping her tears away. "Do you think i wont be here by your side after today, baby my love for you will never end i love you too much i have always wanted you, I'm here to give you the love you have wanted and needed for so long, i wont just up and leave you like that ever, i want you in my life, for me i have nothing and i am nothing unless i have you" He smiled.
"This isnt a one night stand?" she asked Shaking his head he held her gently pusheing her hair out the way of her eyes. "You could never just be a one night stand for me ever, kayleigh i decided to help you coz i wanted to i thought you were sweet and funny and careing you didnt deserve that at all what you went through and im here to tell you right now you will never go through that again ever, the feelings i had for you were different to what i have now for you they were just friendship but the more time we spent together baby the more i started seeing you in a whole new light, my feelings changed and i wanted you more and now i have you i want you to stay"
"You want me?" she asked still in shock and trying to get everything together.
"I want you and i need you" came his quick reply. "I wont let you down and you will never have to worry about me hurting you i could never do that to you"
"I know jon you have shown me so much love in one night than i have had my whole life its just going to take a little while to get used too" she smiled up at him runing her hand along his jawline resting her thumb on his lips.

"I know baby and im going to be patient ill wait for ever if thats what it will take" he smiled. Knowing it was the truth Kayleigh ran her fingers along his arm on across his tattoo and along to his neck
"Thank you" she whispered not taking her eyes from his. "I love you" pulling him closer to her she moved her fingers down his back and pushed them slowly under his jeans resting them on his ass as she passionately kissed him letting out little moans feeling his hard body pressed hard against hers grinding against him she begged him to take her. Getting up he stood and offered her his hand leading her up stairs he made love with her, taking his time keeping it as passionate as he could by the time they were both thru the sun was setting, laying in her arms they both watched as the sun went down on the perfect day they spent together known that tomorrow was going to be another perfect day and every one after that as long as they had each other.

Fantasy chapter 8

He had been walking round all day, his feet were sore he was tired, sad and lonely. Going back home Jon went into the bedroom and lay down on the bed looking up at the walls. Picking up the phone he decided to ignore the fact they were pissed at him he couldnt really give a crap right now all he wanted to do was find her.
"God i hope thats her" Twyla jumped offf the sofa where she had been cuddled up by Richie.
"Hello Kayleigh is that... oh its you what do you want"
"Look i know im not your favourite person at this minute and time but ..."
"Your damn right your not im hanging up now bye jon" Twyla sighed about to put the phone down.
"No wait look yes you hate me, you haver every damn right to hate me actually no you dont but anyway i dont give a flying fuck what you or shelbey thinks of me my main concern is finding your sister and bringing her backk home" Jon snapped please, if you loved her you would tell me where she is"
"Its because we love her we wont tell you where she is if we knew which we dont" Twyla argued back.

"Please Twyla im begging you look i have been a tool i should have waited out but please at least tell me the places she could have gone please, look i care for her and im not giving up till i find her so you might as well help me" Jon replied determind not to back down so either help me find her or god damn ill go round everone who knows her like me or not"
"Jon .... Jon can i please get a word in edge ways here, look i havent told you this but ..." Looking up twyla looked round to see if anyone was listening seeing everyone was now concentrated on what ever rubbish was on the TV she told Jon to go round the back she would meet him with the keys to their fathers lodge. Standing in the garden she saw Jon walk up to the gate, running down to the gate she handed him the keys.
"Now im not saying she is there but, the lodge was where she used to go when she ran away and wanted to be on her own, please if you find her let her know we love her, were worried and we just want her to come home" she whispered before turning back up to go into the house, not known she had been watched by Shelbey out the Living room window.

Rushing down the street Jon jumped in his car taking the instructions that Twyla had giving him he set off on the road to the lodge just praying that when he did get there she was going to be there alone and they would sit down and talk about what had happened and what could have happened he could see from a mile off that day she was reaching for love n her smile had been the best she wore on her beautiful face in all the time he had seen her.He could tell she wanted him to be with her there was no question about it she would not have let him layover her on the table to start with she just needed to be shown what love really was but how to even go about it was beyond him but he had better start thinking and thinking fast. Turning off down the road that had trees towering above him high on both sides of the road all he wanted and all he hoped for was to get her to know not all men were womanisers were rapists and what ever else she thought of men.

Getting out the car Jon made his way up the stairs and as sure as Twyla had predicted there she was, on the sofa her long dark hair fell against her back and over her shoulder the smile she once had now gone, she looked so sad like what was once a pure angel now a troubled woman no light in her life, alone and scared watching her for a few minutes he walked round quietly as she got up and entered one of the rooms round the back, Slipping the dressing gown from her shoulders she lay it out on the chair and slipped into bed turning off the light the room fell into complete darkness. Turning round he was about to walk back to the car and sleep in it till morning when he stumbled back over the large crockery pot what the hell that was doing there he didnt know. Hearing the crash kayleigh sat bolt up right and and switched the light back getting up she caught the back of him as he tried to run back to the car. Grabbing the gun she raced to the door and shouted on him to stop.
"Who the hell are you and the the fuck are you doing on my land" she challenged holding the gun getting ready to shoot her intruder.
"It's me, Kayleigh lower the gun please, I didnt mean any harm please"

Recognising the voice Kayleigh told him to turn round very slowly so she could see his face. a shocked look ran out on her face as the.
"How did you know i was out here" she snapped lowering her gun.
"Please let me come in" he answered calmly taking a step forward. Seeing her raise her gun again Jon stopped and put his hands up again.
"Please let me come in and let us talk about this, i have done nothing but search every where i got that despite to find you i went to your sisters  for their help" He explained taking another step towards her.
"Just go jon now" she replied not backing down with the gun and kept it held up.
"Your not gonna use that, you know your at"
"Dont be so sure" She snapped getting it ready to pull the trigger.
"I know you wont because you havent got the heart, you wont because you know i dont mean any harm to you you know you wont because you know that i love you and your going to give into me"

"Dont flatter yourself" Kayleigh replied now backed up against the door. Taking the gun Jon placed the gun and pressed it against his heart "If you are going to kill me you would have done it by now, you are so blinded by your past you think that every man is a threat you wont let anyone close enough to you to prove other wise" moving his hand down her arm she felt him take the gun from her hand and throw it on the grass taking her hand in his he placed it over his heart.
"Feel that it beats just like yours" He smiled whispering to her leaning against her gently. "Let me into your heart, let me show you what true love means really means no more hurt, no more tears no more pain" he continued to tell her moving his other hand down and round her waist. "Please" he whispered laying his cheek against hers holding her close. Feeling her start to shake he took one of her hands and placed it on his shoulder and put the other one on his other shoulder. Picking her up in his arms he carried her inside and shut the door.

Laying back down on the bed Jon lay over her, taking her hand in his he looked in her eyes and smiled. Going week Kayleigh never could resist the sparkle in the old singers eyes right from the 80s she always though that was his best feature. sliding her night dress down she wanted to stop him but she was so over whelmed by the beautiful sparkle in his eyes he never did lose it smiling to her self she didnt notice a think what he was doing until she felt him so strong inside her. Biting her lip she let out a little moan as he lay over her gently he pushed against her slowly and really gently laying against her she lay her head back as his soft lips touched her neck, shaking a little bit she started to feel something she cant ever remember feeling tears rolled down her face as the the passion between them grew wiping her eyes she moved her arms up round his neck and kissed him gently pushing back against him.
For hours the room was filled with the sound of them passionate cries and the gentle sound of the bed creaking gently hitting off the wall, the low whispering of them saying i love you to one another.

Fantasy Chapter 7

3 weeks had gone by it was nearly time for the holiday to end and to get back to work. so much for still seeing her with her living with his best friend and his wife. getting out the car Jon pulled up in the village centre got out his car not looking her went flying into someone knocking their shpping out their hands.
"Oh god im sorry i ... here let me help you" bending down he picked up the shopping and stood up comming face to with Kayleigh. Taking the shopping back Kayleigh backed up a few steps and moved her eyes away from him. "How are you" se asked still looking all over the place but at him.
"I'm good you?" he asked smiling hopeing she would eventually settle her gaze on to him.
"I'm good and i am kinda in a hurry so..." Still not looking at him she rushed past him not looking back wanting to kick herself.

Watching her go he stood wondering if he would ever be able to stand and have a decent conversation any more with her, judging by the looks of things it might not happen or if it does it was going to take a long time to get her to talk again. Everytime she walked away from him it hurt. But what could he do he didnt want to upset her further, so turning away he went to carry on with what he came for only to stop again and turn round. Ok fair enough he could end up with a smacked face getting yelled at what ever but why should he keep fighting back, to hell with that forgetting all about why he came into the village anyway Jon went running in the oposite direction to try and look for her, where the hell was she. how the hell did she move so fast, still determind to not give up he kept on running thru the high street looking in every shop.
Coming to stop he ran his hands through his hair starting to brake down Jon looked despretly round the place until he could look now more running back to his car Jon got in and drove back too Richie's house.
"I cant believe shes left, we have gone thru so much and been with out her before im sick of it i dont want to keep losing her" Shelbey cried cuddling into Mike.
"What the hell di she go for this time" Richie asked holding Twyla close to him.
"I dont know but i cant take it any more i just want her back and i mean for good" Shelbey sighed and got up going up stairs she went into her sisters room and found a note on the bed sitting down she picked it up and sat on the bed she read it over a few times.

Getting up Shelbey walked downstairs slowly.
"Jons address now"
"What why?" Richie asked turnng from Twyla after kissing her.
"That is for me to know and you to keep your damn nose out of" shelbey snapped
"Why whats happened" Twyla asked sitting up right looking over to her sister who was stanind in the middle of the floor gripping the bit of scrumpled up paper shaking with anger.
"Shelbey" Twyla called out again. Getting up she took the bit of paper out her hand and read it over. Glancing up at Richie she walked over and out stretched her hand. "Address now" she snapped "If you dont..."
Banging on the door Jon hoped she was home. Going to the door Jon was just about to ask if Kayleigh was in when his face met with shelbey's fist.
"What did i tell you huh my sister is gone and its all down to you" Shelbey yelled throwing the letter at him. "I told you to back the hell off of her and let her be she does not want a realtionship but no you went on and on and on and now shes gone" Walking back inside she left jon sitting on the door step reading the letter.

Dear Shelbey & Twyla
im sorry but i cant stay here any more, i thought i could bring myself round to working with jon and getting my life back on track quickly again before i slid far to much out of control but it turns out now that is out the window, not too long ago at work before the we stopped for the holiday jon had called me back in the office he wanted to talk to me and i went, hes my boss so im not going to not do what is asked of me. Jon told me how he felt, he kissed me and i pushed away but then i stopped somethign felt different i dont know what it was but it didnt feel like all the others something in my head screamed out at me that is might actually work and i found myself pressed against him as he lay me down on the i was kising him back, He went to take his top off and we got interrupted i panicked and ran off and all the right feelings that i had felt about it had gone since then i have been fighting myself to not let go and give into him but i cant i cant do that but i cant be with him either and me living there seeing him is making it harder for me to be there known he is so close and that he loves me is tearing me apart because i know i could never give him the love he deserves hes a kind man and i hope to god that all of you can fogive me i will be back just not now

love always your big sister
ps thank you so much for everything and tell jon how sorry am i am i never meant him to get those impossible feelings, he is a good man and will find someone soon.

Picking himself up off the ground Jon walked away getting in his car jon looked got home and locked himself in, going into the bedroom he read the letter over and over again trying to figure out what he was going to do not even after reading the letter he was deturmind to give up on her he had to find out where she was so she could be brought home getting up and leaning out the window jon thought over and over where he could start but nothing was coming to mind he would have to back to her sisters not that they were very happy with him at the minute but tough he wasnt gonna let them get in the way leaning back as he sat on the ledge Jon looked out over the buildings hoping to god he could find her soon he just wanted to let her know there was love out there and it was possible to be happy. so that was it his mind was made up as soon as morning came he was going to get up early and bring her home where she belongs she didnt need to be alone not any more. he had what it took to fill that space and he wasnt going to stop till he filed it so he had to hurry.

Fantasy Chapter 6

It had been a week since he had confessed his love for Shelbey & Twyla's sister still nothing both went on like they did any other day, and not any of them really a ware of what the other was feeling. Now it was too late that was it the band were now on a brake and he wasnt sure on weather or not he would see her again for a full year, well of course he would he had to he was going round to see Richie so unless she moved out which he didnt think she would do then he would be seeing her. He knew he had to tell her, he was getting sick of wating round now how much more was he going to take before he cracked. Sitting down at the table Jon started going thru the set list the the other guys. Looking up he saw Kayleigh walk past, going to get up Richie grabbed his arm.
"Dude your not still going there are you? do you really think for one second your going to get her, come on man not with out heartache, your my best friend i dont want to see you getting hurt" Richie tried pleading with him.
"She's not going to hurt me Richie" he sighed sitting back down "Look im a grown man i know that im doing"
"I never said you werent but if your not careful both of you will end up hurt". He told him realising his hand from Jons arm. Walking past the again Jon called out to Kayleigh. Stopping she turned and looked at him.
"Yes Jon is there anything i can get you or something you would like doing?"
"Stay behind when everyone is gone i need to talk to you" he told her not moving his eyes from her. "Oh and Kayleigh" he called out after her as she started to walk away again.
"Yes jon" she answered turning back round"
"Im not an monster you can come to me when ever you know that and you can smile round me i dont bite"

Feeling a little mocked she smiled with a major sarcastic attitude about her and turned round to carry on with work. shaking his head Richie looked back at the set list again.
"What" Jon asked "Come on your wanting to say something out with it" He snapped.
"Yes ok Jon your playing with fire, one of you or both is going to get hurt look Jon im saying she would be really bad for you, coz she wont, dont you think it might be a little better if you go for someone with out her past" Glaring at Richie Jon stood up and stepped back from the table. "Bro i love you, i always will but dont you sit there and judge her like that" grabbing his jacket he got up and walked away. At the end of the day as promised Jon sat in the main office and waited on Kayleigh to show. Opening the door Kayleigh sure enough stepped in and quickly closed the door behind her.
"You wanted to see me jon?" she asked standing on the other side of the large dark table.
"Yes, i did he smiled pulling out a seat for her.
"Im fine" she insisted wanting to stand.
"Erm where to start, Kayleigh i......"
"Is this about what you wanted to speak to me about a week ago, you know when you came round to mine after 11?" she asked looking at his nervous expression.

Looking away from her he sat back down. "They told you?"
"No i heard everything i was sat out side the door and i was on the landing behind the wall when you left" she confessed. "I cant jon you know i that, i don trust men, i trust you but i cant not that way, when you have had a life like i have you will understand" she told him hoping to try and let him down gently. "I am not good Jon i will only rip your heart out" backing up Kayleigh went to make a run for it but even faster than she was Jon was at the door to stop her.
"Look i know you were hurt i have been hurt too baby but i would never treat you like that never, Kayleigh give me one chance to prove myself" Jon pleaded with her.
"I cant jon im sorry" Going to walk out Jon grabbed her hand and pulled her in his arms, kissing her passionately she tried to fight him off at first then found her hands going up his shirt.

"God thats it baby let me show you not all men are fucks up" moans and laid her down on the table, just as he was about to take his top off Richie walked in thru the door and Kayleigh froze.
"Im sorry jon i.. i better go" jumping up Kayleigh grabbed her clothes and ran out got on her car and bolted home.
"Baby wait" running after her Jon looked both ways but she was gone no where to be seen at all lowering his head he walked back in glared at Richie, seeing he was about to talk he raised his hand and stopped him. "Dont say a word Richie" just dont say one damn thing" he snapped fastening his shirt back up and leaving before he could say anything to him and drove home in silence.

Fantasy Chapter 5

Ever since she started working for Jon and the band she got to do very little not at all what she was expecting she sat there watched him play rehurse and even stood live on stage with him a few times well  it was kind of on the side as they came on but technically she was still on the stage. Her job was more like being a friend some one there to sit with him and share his feelings with while he was working other than the other band members.

"I know this sounds crazy but in the short time i have seen a huge difference in our Kayleigh shes not the same person she used to be jesus she's even getting her lazy ass out of bed more" Shelbey joked on.
"He's banging her" Richie joked looking up from the paper at the other side of the kitchen table.
"Dont be stupid" Twyla scolded we know our sister she wont let a man near her not in that way, Jon has been a really good friend to her he has guided her through so much this past month they have become close close friends nothing much that"
"Would it be a problem if they did?" Richie asked.
"Yes richie it would be at the end of the day i dont trust any fucking man with her shes been hurt that much after all those meaningless promises what makes jon so different?"
"What makes Mike so different or me for that matter"
"Easy baby all that Shelbey means is that untill a man comes into her life and proves how much he loves and cares about her with out the heartache and the pain then we will be sure she will be 100 percent settled down. but until that day comes round we wont be able to help being concerned for her" Twyla replied. "Yes what she has done with her life has been stupid and childish and life risking but she's our sister and no matter how foolish how self centred or how awkward she can get we will always love her, but this is the last stand, shelbey i dont know how much heartache n worry i can take with her any more i love her with all my heart  so i hope she can eventually settle down"

Going back up stairs to get dressed Shelbey saw mike stretched out on the bed still asleep "And i called kayleigh lazy" she grinned walking into the bedroom. crawling across the bed she kissed from his neck all the way down his back, sitting over him shelbey rubbed her hands round his sides and so far down.
"Keep going any lower baby and your gonna know about it" mike warned talking into his pillow*
"You mean like this" slowly lowing her hands she moved both her hands round him and gently started rubbing him. Groaning Mike turned round n knocked her in her back. "Your gonna make me get up arent you"
"Me yes" Shelbey giggled laying on her back looking up into her husbands eyes. "Oh mike i love you, im sorry for the way i have been acting im just scared for my sister she had started slipping but things have been looking up for her the only thing is im frightened on how long this is gong to last"
"You love your sister we all know that, but do you have the strength to have the faith in her that she can pull thru it this time, you said yourself that she has been a lot different lately maybe she has settled down maybe she has eventually grown up and realised there is more to life than what she has been doing"
"Yeah your right baby, i should have more faith in her i want to oh god i do but its gonna be hard if i have to walk away from her"

"Hey get that gorgeous ass of yours right here" Richie smirked, reaching out his arm he grabbed his wife's arm as she passed him.
"I'm supposed to be going to work you know" She smiled.
"Yeah you can go to work on this baby" Richie groaned playfully. "God Twyla you know what you do to me baby"
"I know what im going to do with you, you cheeky fuck" Twyla tried to stand her ground, he was always doing this too her and as much as she loved it she hated it just as much she had to work and he always acted like a kid making her late. Moaning she sat on his knee. "How about if you and me go back to bed you lay down naked on the bed let me see that gorgeous, sexy body of yours pressed against mine" He whispered nibbling her neck pressing up against her.
"Baby as much as i love that offer i need to be at work" she replied moaning softly known he was getting to her. "I promise when i get home you can have your with me all night if you wanted but baby i need to go to work" Kissing him she grabbed her bag and coat she took off out the door before he could stop her.
"Damn i love that girl" Richie smiled walking into the bedroom to get ready.

"Hey watch where your going" flying into her kayleigh was knocked to the floor by one of the other girls that worked with the band, walking over to her just as she was picking the paper work up again the young woman came back across her and kicked the papers out her hands.
"Why you ..."
"Whats going on here" seeing what had happened Jon walked over. "Cassandra?" he asked her glaring angrily. "Now i dont know what is going on with the both of you but it stops and it stops now" He had seen enough all the two woman seemed to do was fight he had no idea why all he knew was it had to stop he could see Kayleigh was on the verge of snapping and if she did god help Cassandra if she got in her way.
"Nothing Jon" Cassandra lied.
"Nothing eh? sure dont look nothing, look this stops or one of you, the trouble maker can grab her bag and go, now if i see one more sly dig, nasty look bad comment that lass will be the one that leaves, do i make myself clear?" he yelled.
"Yes jon im sorry" hanging her head in shame of letting him down she stood looking away.
"But Jon she ...." Cassandra started.
"She did not start it i just stood over there and watched what happened now i wont tell you again if this doesnt stop there will be some firing do i make my self clear Cassandra?"
"Yes jon" Turning round not wanting to be shouted at again Cassandra turned round with a flea in her ear and walked away back to the office she had come from by the studio.

Waiting till she had gotten out the way Jon turned to look at her easing up a little bit as his temper cooled off.
"Are you ok?" he asked going to take a step forward. Backing up she didnt want people thinking he was picking favourites so she gathered up the paper work and nodded.
"Yes im good,ill finish off filing these up and will that be everything or...?" she asked looking down holding on to all the paper work she now had to go back thru despite the fact she had just spent ages on sorting everything out.
"No Kayleigh thats great thank you" Watching as she walked off he stood thinking about her, and how Cassandra had been treating her, she couldn't know but still he walked to the offices after Kayleigh had gone out of sight.
"Cassandra" he called out. "where are you"
"In here jon" she smiled thinking she was eventually going to get somewhere, after all these years working for him the amount of hints she had dropped maybe he had figured it out.
"What the hell is your problem im not wasting any more time on you get your pay check and leave now" Not letting her finish he walked back out and slammed the door behind her leaving her standing there in shock.

As the night got on Shelbey just got home, Twyla was just getting out the bath and Kayleigh had just slipped onto bed. Jon pulled up outside and walked up to the front door.
"Jon, hey man what you doing here so late its like half ten at night" he asked his best friend standing to one side letting him in.
"I'm here to see Kayleigh" he replied making his way inside. "Shelbey, Twyla" he smiled.
"What she done now?" Twyla asked starting to panic. "God i knew this wouldnt last"
"No.. she hasnt done anything wrong I just need to talk to her" He sighed. "I'm going crazy" Jon confessed.
Hearing Jons voice down stairs as she went out to the bathroom wondering what he was saying to them she crept downstairs trying not to be heard she sat on the floor outside the door and listened.
"I told myself i would fall for her and no matter how hard i pushed myself nothing seemed like it was wanting to work. i told myself i could never be with her but still my heart told me i want her i need her, you can tell me im wasting my time but i cant help it i want to tell her how i feel"
"What, no way are you crazy, do you want to set her off again, Jon i know you think you can tame her my sister but she trusts no man her heart has be broken to many times for it too be fixed again" Twyla answered him.
"But...."
"But nothing, Jon if you care for her, please dont put the final nail in the coffin if you really care for her then ... if she ever feels the same she will let you know" Shelbey advised.

Going to argue back Jon looked at them all in turn grabbed his coat again then made his way back out the door. Running back upstairs before he came out Kayleigh hid on the stairs. Walking to the door Jon looked up the stairs for a few minutes, held his gaze then put his jacket on before turning out the door and going home .  Laying in bed that night jon stared up at the wall and thought about what he had just done what would they do, would they tell her and that would be it he would never see her again or would they not mention a word of it and he would be left thinking what to do with himself should he have the guts to tell her or does he just leave it and go on not letting her know how he really feels, well what ever the decision was he knew he had to make it and he had to make it soon.

Fantasy chapter 4

Getting dressed for the new day in a new job Kayleigh grabbed her coat and made her way out the door. There sitting on the road right out side the gate Jon was waiting on her in his black Porshe roof down and windows down and sitting back with his shirt half open and looking relaxed watching as she came over to the car. Smiling she turned round so he could get a good look at her, putting his thumb up he leaned over and opened the door for her. Getting in the car Kayleigh tried to act professional, getting nervous she looked out the window trying not to look at her new boss. He seemed friendly enough and they really got on together but what was he going to be like to work under. Trying not to think about it too much she looked a head trying to clam herself with all the nerves. she wasnt just going to be working for anyone this was Jon Bongiovi here one of the most heard working caring loyal, most looked up to artists in the business. How on earth was she going to keep up with what he wanted he was going to expect nothing but high standards from her, how was she going to do it what was she going to do she didnt want to let him down but most of all she didnt want to let her sisters down god knows what was going to happen if she failed this time she would lose everything her home her dignity her life and worse her family.

Feeling the tension she was under Jon pulled up next to the large lake that was at the park turning to look at her he took her hand in his and turned her face so she looked at him.
"Whats troubling you, you seem so up tight" He asked looking at her holding onto her  hand tightly feeling her shake.
"I am scared, im scared of fucking this up and losing my sisters" *looks away from him. "They have been thru hell with me i have put them through so much and yet still they stand by me"
"They are your sisters they love you unconditionally, they always will"
"My faults as well"
"Yes" he replied calmly not taking his eyes from her.
"How much do you know about me?" she asked shaking looking at him
"Just that you have had a rough life and never had it easy at all" oh you think that is? Jon i have nearly killed myself on more than one occasion, Ever since i was 11 i have been into drugs drinking, fucking around like a dirty little slut, i have stole from my family i have lied and cheated thru my life, i cant do that any more i am 36 for fuck sake, i need to grow the hell up but lately i have been feeling really down and its all getting on top of me, i keep getting the urge to go back to the drink, back to the drugs but i fight it but how long can i keep fighting when i have nothing yes i have my sisters but i feel like theres something missing" she sighed "something that i cant get from my sisters, well i can just not like that"

"True love" Jon whispered. "you never had that all your life all the men you have been with have beating on you or raped you, your looking for someone to hold you n love you the way you need to be" he guessed.

"Yes but ill never have that ever im not that lucky" She snapped curling up on the chair and turning away from him moving her hand from his.
"Kayleigh im sorry i... " he apologised going to take her hand in his again.
"Can we please just go i want to get to work" She whispered
"I'm sorry darling ill .... well go" Turning round Jon put his foot on the pedal and kept on driving to work feeling a little guilty as Kayleigh stayed curled up in silence on the seat looking out the window.

Fantasy Chapter 3

The next morning as promised Jon was round at Twyla and Shelbey's home bright and early. Sitting at table Jon looked up too see Kayleigh walking in to the room.
"Morning sunshine" he smiled at her pouring her a glass of orange and gettin up to make her breakfast.
"What are you doing?" she asked him sitting down feeling hung over from the night before when she got back. Proving Richie right she had gone home and crawled inside a bottle of jack. Known all to well what she had done Shelbey and Twyla sat down by Jon and looked at her.
"Come on lets hear it" she snapped "Lets get the yelling over n done with" Nursing her head kayleigh slumped down in the chair waiting on them to have a go at her.
"Jon has agreed to help you thruogh this sis, we know that you have been slipping again but were here to help you we will always be here to help you, you will get the help again we just dont want..."
"You just dont want what, turning into the nightmare sister again the one that was always in trouble im not a child any more stop treating me like one"
"Were not saying that sis, Kayleigh were scared thats all were scared of you slipping to far this time, you have suffered enough please" Twyla begged her sister looking at her from across the room.
"Kayleigh were scared that if you slip your gonna close your eyes and your never going to wake up again" Shelbey whispered. "Look please sort yourself out i dont want to lose my big sister i do not want to have to go and identify your body in a morgue or stand by your coffen please were scared we are terrified of losing you"

Looking in her eyes Kayleigh felt deep down she had to change her ways. seeing the pain in her sisters eyes she looked over at them and apologetically and turned to Jon.
"What do i have to do" she asked him.
"Admit to your problems and you will have to do everything i ask of you" He replied "I wont let you down ever Kayleigh"
"For my sisters sake you had better not" getting up Kayleigh hugged her sisters and followed Jon out the door.
"So where do we start" she asked him trying to keep up with him as he kept walking along the road.
"Your sisters said you had a shot temper yes"
"What the hell has that got to do with anything" she asked "all i need is a new job so i can start saving from my own place and start over i dont need anger classes" she called after him eventually she cought up to him as he stopped at the crossing to cross over the road.
"Erm hello jon where the hell are we going" Delibratley not answering her he carried on walking across the road.
"Jon" she called after him. "Where the hell are you going" she snapped. Grinning to himself he knew it was working.
"And you said you didnt have a anger issue, look sweety to get you through all this it needs to be done bit by bit and were going all the way back to the start" he smiled and crossed over the road thru a large gate and up to his front door.

"Were stopping" she asked following him up the path.
"Yes and then were going to get you a job" he smiled taking her hand and leading her into the kitchen. "Sit down please" he smiled pulling her out the little metal stool from the kitchen bunker.
"Job, you found me a job" she smiled sounding really grateful, graicefully taking the glass of wine that he had handed her. Taking off his jacket he hung it on the back of the kitchen seat while walked over to the large fridge at the far side of the room.
"You will join me for dinner of corse before hand i hope?" He asked her getting the mince out. "I make a mean spag boll" he smiled warmly.
"Sure, as long as i get to help you"  Kayleigh smiled getting up, drinking up the wine she pushed her sleaves up and took the mince out the packet and started to brown it in the pan.

"This has to be the last time Shelbey, we love her loads yes i know that we alwasy will but if she carries on this time she might not end up alive, she needs a steady job and a good life i just hope were doing the right thing here" Twyla whispered sitting down next to Shelbey. Shelbey new her sister was right if their oldest sister carried on she would die, fair enough she hadnt gotten that far yet but it didnt mean she wouldnt get back to it.
"She will get thru it this time i have a feeling this is going to be the very last time" she smiled "Shes a fighter and i think this time there maybe something there worth fighting for" Shelbe added.
"What do you mean... Jon" looking up at her sister Twyla looked at her awkwardly. "You know as well as i do Kayleigh does not trust men she might get to know him as a friend but she wont go any further with him"
"Oh i dont know something is telling me different" she smiled. "all thats left to do now is wait"

Fantasy Chapter 2

As the days went on Kayleigh got more and more restless things weren't going to good for her, she was going to lose her job she wasn't getting paid and everything just seemed to be getting on top of her again. It was a week till the start of October and the job hunting wasn't getting any easier. pulling up in the car she got out slamming the door hard nearly taking it off its hinges. Storming into the bar she ignored her boss who was standing over by a group of men that was sat round a table at the back of the room. Looking up Richie saw her just in time to watch her storm through the back.
"God is she asking for the sack" Gary snapped.
"hey dude give her a brake yh she's having a rough time at the minute"
"What? excuse me mate but she works for me....."
"Yh and my wife would really hurt me if i let you give her shit"
"Twyla would so kick your ass man" Teek reminded him you know what she's like"
"Oh i know all right i married her didn't i?" he sighed getting up. "I'll go talk to her" Putting his glass down he made his way over to the bar n jumps over it making his way upstairs. "Kayleigh" he called out walking to the top of the stairs.
"Richie! what do you want?" she asked coming out of one of the rooms.
"I wanted to see how you are, your sisters are starting to worry again your cutting your self off from everyone again" he whispered looking worried.
"Please go tell Twyla thank you for caring but dont im fine look at me im great" puts on a fake smile before turning round and walking out.
"Your sister loves you she is worried about you they both are"
"Loves me? worries about me? they gte on my fucking nerves" doesn't mean that but too late to take it back.

Looking at her in shock Richie couldnt believe what she had just said. Feeling guilty Kayleigh fall against the wall upset.
"Richie im sorry i never meant that richie please i ...."
"You know what i dont know why they bother with you, your a fucking bitch Kayleigh and you do not deserve them in your life" shakes his head and starts to walk off. "I thought you were actually sorting your life out but yet again im proving wrong arent i?" not giving her the chance to answer he stormed off down the stairs.
"Richie" screams trying to get you to turn back. Falling on the floor she curled up hearing the car door shut n the sound of it speeding away up the road.
"I didnt mean it i love them i do" curls up shaking and doesn't see as Jon slowly approach her.
"Kayleigh? are you ok" he asked gently sitting beside her going to touch her hand.

Pulling away from him she sat up and backed against the wall. Putting her head down she sat going over what she had said to her brother in law and thought about what a bitch she had just been, Richie was right what kind of sister was she she lied to Twyla about her money all those years ago she lied to Shelbey about a similar thing. She was sick and twisted Richie was right maybe they were better off with out her.
"Sweety are you ok, come on let me help you" crawling across the landing to her Jon knelled at the side her n held out his hand. "Please i want to help you"
"Why, you dont know me why do you care" the coldness in her voice shocked him but determined to not give up on her he sat down and kept his hand out stretched for her to take.
"I may not know you but from what i have heard i believe you have a good heart and that, your not really a bad person" he commented "Let someone in to help you"
"Why so i can steal off them too i can let them down as well, all i ever do is hurt the people i love and now my life is fucking up again im gonna start all over again, whoops im sorry i all ready have" She snapped.

"I wont give up on you please let me help you" Jon repeated "please"
Looking at him from up the corner Kayleigh took his hand after looking at him for a few minutes and crawled over n curls up on his knee shaking"
"I'll get you the help you need i swear to you i will" your sisters will be even prouder than they now of you" he assured her holding her close to him.

Fantasy Chapter 1

 All her life all she really wanted was someone to care for, someone to call her own but every time she thought that she had found that someone, that some one comes along n rips her heart out. Getting up she walked in to the bathroom and ran herself a bath going back into her room she picked up a photo of her and her two house mates. well her lovingly loyal best mates that she had grown up with laughing she reminisced on that day god the trouble she and her friends got into she laughed to herself. they had always been close, right from when they were born the 3 girls never left each others sides they were always there for one another and nothing and no one ever got between them. Even now that Shelbey was married micheal the Danish man and  Twyla was married to her high school sweetheart Richard.

Shelbey and Twyla were the smart ones out the three they were settled down Shelbey had a beautiful 1 year old girl Tanya and a ten year old son Jesse Twyla had two eight year old boys Tristan and Finn they had good lives beautiful homes great men and everything they could ask for. Kayleigh on the other hand was the opposite of her sisters she was single always in and out of relationships and was always getting in to trouble even at the age of 34 she some how managed to act like a kid and pull it off. unlike Twyla and Shelbey who had good jobs Shelbey worked for Michael when he was off touring and Twyla worked as a day care worker she loved kids and ever since she was a little girl she always wanted to work with children and the day she became a day carer it was one of the happiest days for her, but kayleigh whoa no she was different ever since Kayleigh was about sixteen all she spent her days doing was hanging out with the rough guys had tattoos, getting high n getting drunk. she was never in a good relationship she was always getting kicked the crap out of and cheated on.

It wasnt until one day when she went into hospital and when she came round, both her sisters had sat crying thinking they had lost her, it was look on their faces that made her snap out of it. but even after she stopped the drugs and the drink she was still getting pushed around by men. since her last boyfriend a year ago Kayleigh decided to stay on her own she was sick of the hurt and eventually decided to take her younger sisters advice. She loved them dearly and she got tired of hurting them, putting them through all the worry she had done.
"Hey when is your friend coming round" Twyla asked Richie when he walked into the room from getting back in after work.
"He's here now i left him to bring the shopping in" Richie laughed.
"Your mean" Shelbey sighed seeing Jon walk in.
"Hey everyone"

Walking into the room Kayleigh didnt even see Jon she grabbed her coat and left for work.
"Who was that?" Jon asked.
"That was the badass sister"
"Badass sister? what you been telling people?" Twyla scolded.
""Yh you little prick you know shes trying to get on with her life" Shelbey snapped defensively of her sister.
"Jon knows all about her but doesnt think badly of her"
"Yeah i bet he doesnt" she rolled her eyes and goes to walk out.
"Its true i feel sorry for her if i had known her i would have gladly helped her"
"Oh so now shes a charity case" Shelbey spun round glaring at Jon
"She doesnt mean to snap Jon shes just very defensive over our sister we both are" Twyla explained.
"Who doesnt" Shelbey growled. "Shes not a fucking charity case she doesnt need sympathy"
"Shelbey im sorry i never meant it like that"
"No he didnt shel he is actually very fond of her" Richie answered in his best friends defence"

Glaring at Jon and Richie Shelbey grabbed her jacket and walked out going to the bar where her sister walked. Who the hell did he think he was he had not have any right talking about her. Like their middle sister Twyla, Shelbey was protective of their sister's feelings  and like hell was she gonna sit there and take it and as for jon saying he was fond of her, he didnt have the faintest idea who she was how could he really be fond of her.