Fantasy Chapter 7

3 weeks had gone by it was nearly time for the holiday to end and to get back to work. so much for still seeing her with her living with his best friend and his wife. getting out the car Jon pulled up in the village centre got out his car not looking her went flying into someone knocking their shpping out their hands.
"Oh god im sorry i ... here let me help you" bending down he picked up the shopping and stood up comming face to with Kayleigh. Taking the shopping back Kayleigh backed up a few steps and moved her eyes away from him. "How are you" se asked still looking all over the place but at him.
"I'm good you?" he asked smiling hopeing she would eventually settle her gaze on to him.
"I'm good and i am kinda in a hurry so..." Still not looking at him she rushed past him not looking back wanting to kick herself.

Watching her go he stood wondering if he would ever be able to stand and have a decent conversation any more with her, judging by the looks of things it might not happen or if it does it was going to take a long time to get her to talk again. Everytime she walked away from him it hurt. But what could he do he didnt want to upset her further, so turning away he went to carry on with what he came for only to stop again and turn round. Ok fair enough he could end up with a smacked face getting yelled at what ever but why should he keep fighting back, to hell with that forgetting all about why he came into the village anyway Jon went running in the oposite direction to try and look for her, where the hell was she. how the hell did she move so fast, still determind to not give up he kept on running thru the high street looking in every shop.
Coming to stop he ran his hands through his hair starting to brake down Jon looked despretly round the place until he could look now more running back to his car Jon got in and drove back too Richie's house.
"I cant believe shes left, we have gone thru so much and been with out her before im sick of it i dont want to keep losing her" Shelbey cried cuddling into Mike.
"What the hell di she go for this time" Richie asked holding Twyla close to him.
"I dont know but i cant take it any more i just want her back and i mean for good" Shelbey sighed and got up going up stairs she went into her sisters room and found a note on the bed sitting down she picked it up and sat on the bed she read it over a few times.

Getting up Shelbey walked downstairs slowly.
"Jons address now"
"What why?" Richie asked turnng from Twyla after kissing her.
"That is for me to know and you to keep your damn nose out of" shelbey snapped
"Why whats happened" Twyla asked sitting up right looking over to her sister who was stanind in the middle of the floor gripping the bit of scrumpled up paper shaking with anger.
"Shelbey" Twyla called out again. Getting up she took the bit of paper out her hand and read it over. Glancing up at Richie she walked over and out stretched her hand. "Address now" she snapped "If you dont..."
Banging on the door Jon hoped she was home. Going to the door Jon was just about to ask if Kayleigh was in when his face met with shelbey's fist.
"What did i tell you huh my sister is gone and its all down to you" Shelbey yelled throwing the letter at him. "I told you to back the hell off of her and let her be she does not want a realtionship but no you went on and on and on and now shes gone" Walking back inside she left jon sitting on the door step reading the letter.

Dear Shelbey & Twyla
im sorry but i cant stay here any more, i thought i could bring myself round to working with jon and getting my life back on track quickly again before i slid far to much out of control but it turns out now that is out the window, not too long ago at work before the we stopped for the holiday jon had called me back in the office he wanted to talk to me and i went, hes my boss so im not going to not do what is asked of me. Jon told me how he felt, he kissed me and i pushed away but then i stopped somethign felt different i dont know what it was but it didnt feel like all the others something in my head screamed out at me that is might actually work and i found myself pressed against him as he lay me down on the i was kising him back, He went to take his top off and we got interrupted i panicked and ran off and all the right feelings that i had felt about it had gone since then i have been fighting myself to not let go and give into him but i cant i cant do that but i cant be with him either and me living there seeing him is making it harder for me to be there known he is so close and that he loves me is tearing me apart because i know i could never give him the love he deserves hes a kind man and i hope to god that all of you can fogive me i will be back just not now

love always your big sister
ps thank you so much for everything and tell jon how sorry am i am i never meant him to get those impossible feelings, he is a good man and will find someone soon.

Picking himself up off the ground Jon walked away getting in his car jon looked got home and locked himself in, going into the bedroom he read the letter over and over again trying to figure out what he was going to do not even after reading the letter he was deturmind to give up on her he had to find out where she was so she could be brought home getting up and leaning out the window jon thought over and over where he could start but nothing was coming to mind he would have to back to her sisters not that they were very happy with him at the minute but tough he wasnt gonna let them get in the way leaning back as he sat on the ledge Jon looked out over the buildings hoping to god he could find her soon he just wanted to let her know there was love out there and it was possible to be happy. so that was it his mind was made up as soon as morning came he was going to get up early and bring her home where she belongs she didnt need to be alone not any more. he had what it took to fill that space and he wasnt going to stop till he filed it so he had to hurry.