Getting dressed for the new day in a new job Kayleigh grabbed her coat and made her way out the door. There sitting on the road right out side the gate Jon was waiting on her in his black Porshe roof down and windows down and sitting back with his shirt half open and looking relaxed watching as she came over to the car. Smiling she turned round so he could get a good look at her, putting his thumb up he leaned over and opened the door for her. Getting in the car Kayleigh tried to act professional, getting nervous she looked out the window trying not to look at her new boss. He seemed friendly enough and they really got on together but what was he going to be like to work under. Trying not to think about it too much she looked a head trying to clam herself with all the nerves. she wasnt just going to be working for anyone this was Jon Bongiovi here one of the most heard working caring loyal, most looked up to artists in the business. How on earth was she going to keep up with what he wanted he was going to expect nothing but high standards from her, how was she going to do it what was she going to do she didnt want to let him down but most of all she didnt want to let her sisters down god knows what was going to happen if she failed this time she would lose everything her home her dignity her life and worse her family.
Feeling the tension she was under Jon pulled up next to the large lake that was at the park turning to look at her he took her hand in his and turned her face so she looked at him.
"Whats troubling you, you seem so up tight" He asked looking at her holding onto her hand tightly feeling her shake.
"I am scared, im scared of fucking this up and losing my sisters" *looks away from him. "They have been thru hell with me i have put them through so much and yet still they stand by me"
"They are your sisters they love you unconditionally, they always will"
"My faults as well"
"Yes" he replied calmly not taking his eyes from her.
"How much do you know about me?" she asked shaking looking at him
"Just that you have had a rough life and never had it easy at all" oh you think that is? Jon i have nearly killed myself on more than one occasion, Ever since i was 11 i have been into drugs drinking, fucking around like a dirty little slut, i have stole from my family i have lied and cheated thru my life, i cant do that any more i am 36 for fuck sake, i need to grow the hell up but lately i have been feeling really down and its all getting on top of me, i keep getting the urge to go back to the drink, back to the drugs but i fight it but how long can i keep fighting when i have nothing yes i have my sisters but i feel like theres something missing" she sighed "something that i cant get from my sisters, well i can just not like that"
"True love" Jon whispered. "you never had that all your life all the men you have been with have beating on you or raped you, your looking for someone to hold you n love you the way you need to be" he guessed.
"Yes but ill never have that ever im not that lucky" She snapped curling up on the chair and turning away from him moving her hand from his.
"Kayleigh im sorry i... " he apologised going to take her hand in his again.
"Can we please just go i want to get to work" She whispered
"I'm sorry darling ill .... well go" Turning round Jon put his foot on the pedal and kept on driving to work feeling a little guilty as Kayleigh stayed curled up in silence on the seat looking out the window.
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