One More Time

Getting up for another day of her boring routine at work she swung her legs out of bed rubbed her eyes, moving slowly across the floor boards she picked up her tank top and her baby blue track suit bottoms tying her hair back Brooke called to her two year old husky heading off to the door she heard the phone ring just as turned round her answering cut in. Ignoring it she made her way out the door. For a Monday morning it was really quiet usually there were people everywhere but today nothing a few kids here and there but other than that nothing just peace and quiet. Making her way thru the park Brooke hadn’t noticed the sign near the gate saying PARK OUT OF BOUNDS CLOSED OFF UNTILL 6 PM TONIGHT. It wasn’t till she bumped in to someone sitting on a huge wooden box.
“Oh god im so sorry i....” looking up the man smiled at her warmly standing to his feet he stood looking at her for a minute or two before talking.
“Did you not see the sign at the entrance the place is off bounds till later tonight” he told her.
“No im sorry i didn’t, i take it im not supposed to be here am i?” she replied feeling a little daft turning away. Smiling the man shook his head. Hearing a low growl he looked down to see her dog growling at him as he muzzled his way in between his owner and the strange man.
“Bolto will you be nice” she scolded “I’m sorry he’s not usually this nasty with people” she apologised.
“It’s fine really” he smiled
“Any way i realise im not supposed to be here but i might see you round town sometime”
“Yeah sure i would like that” he smiled. Smiling back at him she called to her dog and took off back out the way she came in with him watching carefully after her. Getting back home Brooke stood in front of her mirror trying to figure out if she had seen him before his face looked somewhat familiar. Going thru her wardrobe she sat flicking through her clothes something important was supposed to be going down so she had to look her best. Sitting in front of her mirror once again she replayed his face over and over again those amazingly gorgeous eyes of his and his shoulder length hair she knew him from somewhere but where? On her way to work she stopped by the park again and instead of going in she popped her head round the corner to see if she could see him, sure enough there he was. Sitting on the same box as before he had a guitar in his hand. Sensing he was being watched he looked up seeing her stood there he flashed her a smile and waved to her letting her know he’d seen her . Jumping back Brooke made her way down to the roadside, jumping to her car Brooke put her foot down and didn’t stop until she got to work.

Now it was starting to bug her he was really sweet but she knew no one who was sweet maybe he was her dream man come true ha chance to be a fine thing she laughed to herself. Walking round the hotel bar where she worked Brooke started to clear up the glasses. Feeling tormented by that gorgeous face she sat down for a few minutes after all the work had been done later that day trying to work it out but nothing came to her. Looking up at the clock she saw it was only an hour till home time she couldn’t wait her plan was to go home, curl up and not bother to answer the door or phone to anyone. Coming to the conclusion that the man she was just a dream maybe was wasn’t even there, she had maybe just been dreaming after all a man that good looking would never even look at someone like her let alone smile her way or even talk to her for that matter. Getting up from the stool Brooke was just ready to get the hover out when she heard the door open and someone call out her name.

Turning round she saw her manager standing at the bar with some guests gathered round the door area.
“Has all the work been done” he asked her
“Apart from the hovering sir” Brooke replied
Hearing the sound of her voice one of the men looked up and gazed in her direction.
“Where is Susan?” her manager snapped.
“She went home”
“Oh she did did she well maybe she will think about...”
“Sir don’t fire her please, look shes been through a lot lately and....”
“Unless you want to follow her i suggest you be quiet and do your job and not worry about Susans”
“But ....”
“But nothing Brooke now get back to work” he ordered.
“Yes sir” going quiet she turned round and made her way thru the back to collect the hover so she could start the cleaning.


Turning to his guests the manager apologised to them and lead them through the hallways until they got to their rooms. Opening his room door not realising any one was in walked round dumped his bags on the floor and walked over to the window he opened it up and leaned out.
“Who are you” he asked looking out the window. Hearing his voice Brooke froze in the bathroom backing up she accidently knocked a bottle in to the bath. Hearing the clatter the young man looked up “Who’s there?” he called out.
“Shit” she muttered to herself quickly turning round she picked up the falling bottle only to walk right in to the guest of the room as she turned round. “I’m so sorry sir i was....”
“Hey you’re the woman from the park” looking up her eyes went right to his. Feeling embarrassed Brooke didn’t know where to put herself, struggling to find the words sorry they seemed to be stuck at the back of her throat.
“It’s Brooke right” he asked stepping back seeing she looked a little nervous he leaned against the wall and watched her as she quickly gathered her stuff up. as she went to walk past him he held his arm up to stop her. Looking right ahead she stood up strait.
“Is there anything i can get for you sir” her heart started racing as she tried to control nervousness.
“You to sit down for just a moment” he smiled. Doing as she was told she sat down on the edge of the bath. Coming down to her height he put his hands on either side of her and looked her right in the eyes.
“You came back to the park this morning didn’t you” he asked
“Yes” she replied almost in a whisper.
“Why?” he asked.
“I thought i recognised you” she answered truthfully.
“And did you?” he asked. Shaking her head she went to look away from him.


Laying his hand on her face he turned her too look at him again. Looking at her he could tell she was a little scared dropping his hand to his side he stood up turning to the side he looked out the door. Getting up she quickly got her stuff and got out of the room as fast as she could without looking back. Sitting on the bed he flopped backwards and looked up at the ceiling. Standing on the landing she stood with her back against the wall. What the hell just happened in there she thought, taking a deep breath she took another look back towards the door that she came out of then slowly turned and carried on to the next room. Hoping that he wasn’t going to be at the door when he passed Brooke hurried past his door on her way out luckily he didn’t come out or she would have been stuck on things to say once again. Making her way out the door she hurried across the road wanting just to get home as quick as she could.

The next day after she woke up Brooke put on her track suit again and went back out for her run. Getting close to the park she slowed right down leaning to one side she took a quick look to see if anyone was there. Breathing a sigh of relief she smiled to herself seeing that the park was the way it was any other normal day. Cutting up thru the path Brooke decided she was going to walk for once the gardens was one of her favourite places to go especially this time of year. The rose orchards were in full bloom and the whole place was full of colour it was the only thing that looked decent around these parts and was very lucky it hadn’t been destroyed by the local gangs despite the fact they would use it to drink in it was always kept pretty clean and tidy. Bending down Brooke lay herself out on the lawn for a few seconds Bolto lay down beside her n lay his head on her stomach. Something caught the dogs attention lifting his head up Bolto looked round then started to growl as he watched another person get closer.

“Bolto shush man” she scolded *keeping her eyes closed. But still the dog kept on going.

“You know you really should listen to that dog of yours i could have been a murderer”. Almost jumping out her skin Brooke jumped to her feet throwing him a dirty look she called Bolto to her side.

“And you should know never to sneak up on people like that you could give them a heart attack”

“I’m sorry that was not my intention, you see i just wanted to introduce myself” he smiled

“Could you not have done that yesterday you know like when we were in your room”

“You’re right i could have done” 

“So why didn’t you?” she asked

Looking at her he kept the smile on his face making her feel really funny inside. She started to feel like she had butterflies building up in her stomach.

“I’m john and you are Brooke am i right?” he smiled

“You know what my name is John why do you need me to tell you” she asked turning to walk away. 

“My name is John Norum” he called out after her making her turn round faster than he could blink. 

“The hell you are” she challenged “I know John Norum and you are not.....” her voice cut short on her she started to get a nasty feeling as John walked right up to her.

“Maybe that is how you recognise me” he smiled feeling like a fool she took a step back nearly tripping over her dog. Standing still after one step she tilted her head to the side. Gazing into his eyes she began to put the pieces together.

“Look why don’t you stand still stop backing away and let us talk huh?” Going to turn and run John grabbed her arm.

“Please just five minutes” he begged. Knowing for a fine fact she owed him an apology she stood still and looked at him. Wow her friend was kidding her he really did look better in the flesh she smiled not even giving the thought that John was now standing really close to her.

“Would you like to go for a walk?” He asked her making her snap out the trance she had gotten herself in to.

At first Brooke remained quiet she could feel his eyes on her as she continued to walk beside him. They talked a little mainly John as she was to struck down still in shock, she still couldn’t believe he was actually talking too her but why her when there were just so many other woman out there why her looking up at him she noticed he was looking ahead of them and somehow her hand had managed to find its way into his. Brooke started to blush she wanted to pull away but left it his hold was strong but he was so gentle with her turning away thoughts started to go thru her mind. Deciding not let them get any worse she stopped and interrupted him not she had been paying attention to him anyway she was too busy concentrating on his beautiful face, his gorgeous smile and those eyes of his.

“Why me?” she asked him

“I’m sorry what”

“I asked why me, why decide to talk to me” feeling a little foolish she quickly moved her hand. Looking hurt John took a step back and looked away from her. Seeing his face change, his gorgeous smile now gone she went to reach out to him but stopped.

“John im sorry i....”

“No its fine” his voice low almost a whisper “I must have been kidding myself you seemed like a nice lass not like anyone i met so far you really seemed genuine no screaming oh my god John Norum of Europe” he whispered. It was like you cared about me, you know the man behind the guitar don’t deny it i saw the look on your face that’s why i tried to see you today”

Feeling like an idiot she stood watching as he walked away she tried to call out but the words just got stuck she couldn’t move, and then it was too late he was gone out of site. Looking down at her dog she ruffled his fur between his ears. 

“Oh man looks like i fucked up big time huh, come on we better get back” she sighed.

As she made her way back through the park and just as she was turning off she felt someone grab her arm and pull her into the bushes their hand round her mouth. 

“I’m going to take my hand away and when i do your gonna turn round and....” smack not giving him a chance Brooke sent her head back into his hearing him cry out in pain she turned round and dug her knee into him then jumped out the bushes not stopping till she was nearly at the far side of the park. Turning round her eyes went wide with shock.

Running back over she didn’t know where to put herself first she upset him now she almost knocked him out. Dropping to his side she took her jacket off and give it to him for his bleeding nose.

“God John im so sorry i didn’t know it was you” she quickly apologised. Feeling like she was about to cry she turned away from him.

“Hey!” his face softened a little. “I could have been anyone” laying his hand on the side of her face he brought her to look at him. “I’m not mad i should have known better than to sneak up on you like that” he apologised.

“Well you have no right to be” she snapped “i thought you were trying to kill me” Brooke shouted.

“I know and im sorry” he smiled as sudden thought crossed his mind.

“Well i.....” stopping her from talking any more John leaned over pulled her close and kissed her.

“How is that for an apology?” he asked. Shaking her head she didn’t know what to think. Brooke want all week going red she went to say something but instead she found herself lying on top of him returning his kiss.

Hearing a noise both of them looked they had both attracted people, quickly jumping up they brushed themselves down and just looked at each other as an old man walked past trying to keep his dog under control. Bursting into laughter they stood grinning. Taking her in his arms he held her close kissing the top of her head hoping this would not be the last time that she would be in his arms.

Closer Than You Think

Standing over her bed star tried to decide on what to put up on her notice board and what not too. She had been sitting for days going through the same photos over and over again picking up one and then the other she put the last one in her hand down and eventually walked over to the phone to call her best friend. Pausing for a minute as she looked back at the bed she typed his number, as she waited on him picking up Star walked back over to the bed and picked up a photo of herself and Warren god how cute did he look, his long flowing blonde hair and those gorgeous eyes that always made her feel safe every time she looked into them. He hadn’t changed much just his hair got a little shorter and he had gotten older but he was just the same as he always was the same goof ball that made her love him so much. Warren was the best friend she could ask for he was always there for her when she needed him and he would be by her side if she ever wanted help with anything even if it was just to go shopping. Warren had a great sense of humour she always joked on he should be a stand up comedian not that he ever would. He was a performer of a totally different kind he had a job in a rock bar that they always go too he would sing there every weekend. She always loved to hear him sing he had a wonderful and she always tried to push him into getting a career out of it. But every time she tried she would always get the same reply.
“No way that would mean me being away from you and i couldn’t hack it” she could never understand why he was letting his talent go to waste but because she was his best friend she stood by his decision and never question him.Suddenly the sound of his voice broke her from her gaze tearing her eyes away from the pictures she turned round and sat down on the bed.

“Hey girl what can i do for ya” how did he do that he could always tell when she called he always greeted her the same way.
“Hey Warren I’m good thank you listen i was just wondering are you busy?” she asked.
“Well i was going to.... nothing that can’t wait” he laughed sitting back on his chair. “What can i do for you?”
“Well i was just looking though some old holiday photos and i need help sorting them....”
“I’m on my way over” he butted in cutting her off. Hanging up the phone he grabbed his coat and made her way over.
Star didn’t have to wait too long before he arrived all their lives they had lived a few blocks away. Sneaking in thru the door he heard the sound of her fave song blaring through the speakers. Not realising she had left the door on the latch Star hadn’t noticed that she had an audience as she danced around her living room brush in hand singing away to little fighter. It wasn’t till the song finished and she had spun round on fell on her ass laughing to herself she went red on the face when she looked up to find Warren looking down at her. Quickly jumping to her feet she turned away from him feeling embarrassed.
“You know you have a really good voice why don’t you do that duet with me next weekend”
“Please and ruin your show, no thank you I’m happy to sit back and let you take the credit” she smiled running over to him and giving him a hug after she calmed herself down. “Anyway how long had you been standing there for?” she asked turning back to walk over to the bed.
“Long enough, i really don’t see the big deal with this your very talented why don’t you show it off”
“No thank you Warren you’re the star not me”
“Really?” Warren grinned “Well excuse me for thinking that it was you who was called Star”
“Funny, really, now are you gonna help me out here” she tried to look serious but it was so hard his eyes and smile always distracted her. Sitting on the bed she pulled the rest of the photos out the box and laid them all over the bed.


“This is going to take all night” she sighed “are you sure you can help me out here because this is going to take a while” she asked him not looking at him.
“Hey would i be here if i was uncertain huh” Warren answered tucking a small piece of his hair behind his ear as he started on the pile in front of him. The hours ticked by quicker than they thought if it wasn’t for her phone going off Star would have never noticed the time.
“Oh my god we have been at this all night” she giggled “Have you seen the time?” she pointed out.
Jumping up nearly losing her balance Warren saw her stumble and grabbed her round the waist before she fell and hurt her head.
“That was close” she laughed straitening herself up. Turning round she looked up at her best friend and the smile faded from her face.
“God you need to be careful you could have been hurt” he scolded as the smile left his face. Backing up she wriggled out his grip feeling a little nervous she backed against the wall shocked.
“Warren!” she gasped his tone had startled her she had never been spoken to like that before by him.
“Star im sorry, i don’t know what came over me, just i don’t want to see you get hurt and i didn’t particularly find it funny” he apologised sitting back on the bed.
“Warren what’s up, come on talk to me, I’m your best friend”


“I can’t, what’s getting on top of me could ruin our friendship and i am not prepared to do that im sorry” getting up he picked his jacket off the floor and went to walk out the room.
“Warren wait” pulling her boots on she chased after him down the hall way.Turning to look at her she didn’t notice till last minute as she went flying in to him.
“Thank you” she frowned stepping back to look up at him. “Now are you going to come back in so we can talk about your little outburst” she asked “And don’t not tell me were best friends we are supposed to have no secrets right” she smiled trying to see if he would get out of that awkward glare he was giving her. About to give in he shook his head and walked away.
“I thought we were friends” she yelled at him.
“We are that’s why i care enough to keep my mouth shut” he sighed as he kept walking.
“Care, you don’t give a shit” she shouted bursting into tears as she stormed back into her room. Just as she was closing the Warren shoved his foot in the way to stop her from shutting the door, backing up she told him to leave, star had never seen him like this and she didn’t like it one bit.
“You really think i don’t care about you, how dumb have you got to be” he growled.
“Excuse me how dare you” Star snapped.
“Oh stop it all ready will you have you been so blind really”
“Well i have no idea what you’re talking about so yes i must be”.


Trying to keep his temper down warren went to walk away once again. Reaching out to touch him her finger tips brushed off his arm. Making him turn to look at her once more before walking out the door her face was now pale she still looked shocked and now close to tears.
“Oh god i am so sorry” dropping his jacket he took a step towards her backing up she stumbled backwards on to her bed. “Star I never meant to yell that’s not me you know that” he added making another step towards her.
“Warren will you please talk to me, what are you saying” her heart sank as he looked at the photo of them both she had on her dresser. “Warren” she whispered. Walking over to her he pulled her up and wrapped his arms round her.
“I would never intentionally set out to hurt you or frighten you i would rather d...”
Smiling up at him she placed her finger on his lips.
“Will you just out with it already” Star smiled still looking into his eyes. “Come on you know me”


Her eyes lit up again as that gorgeous smile reappeared on his face about to make a comment Warren stopped her. Pressing his lips against hers he seemed pleased by her immediate reaction. Moving his hands up the back of her top as Star tangled her fingers round his hair as he lifted her up and lay her on the bed. Just as things were getting heated between the two a knock came to her door making them both jump. Looking into her eyes Warren smiled at her, kissed her head then sat up, watching with a smile as she went to answer the door.
“So any way i told.... Warren, I’m sorry id dint realise you were here” Lacy a friend of Star’s remarked.
Iits fine i was just leaving anyway” he replied winking at Star making her blush *Star can i have a word in private before i leave” Warren asked standing in front of her.
“Sure” Following him out star closed the door behind them.
“I’ll call round tomorrow ok, listen i just want you to know that what happened in there for me was real i am only disappointed we got interrupted” He laughed
“Warren, go on get out of here” she blushed playfully scolding him leaning in to kiss her he kissed softly on the lips then laid his cheek against her.
“I love you” he whispered affectionately
“I love you to Warren” she whispered watching him walk away as she replied what just happened in her mind over and over.

Face The Truth

Why had it been so long what had she done so wrong that he couldn’t stand to look at her sitting up in bed she picked up the photo frame of her and a close friend she had been missing for so long what was going on in that head of his. She had seen him once or twice in the street but when she went over to talk to him he shunned her and hurried away as fast as he could in the other direction leaving her alone almost in tears. Sitting up in bed Sky pushed her brown long dark brown hair back over her shoulder placing the photo back on her bed side she jumped out of bed and made her way over to the large mirror at the far side of the room. Pushing her fringe back she applied a little more make up round her eyes where the tears had left run marks down her pale cheeks. Taking a deep breath in she took one more look at the photo then pulled on her trainers and made her way down stairs. She had to try and talk to terry one way or another she just had to there was no way she was going to throw her friendship away over.... whatever it was that that prevented him from talking to her. As she stepped outside something caught her attention. Looking to the start of her garden wall she noticed a man standing with a hoody pulled over his head. 


“Terry” she called out questionably. As soon as the name left her lips whoever it was turned round and took off running down the street. Taking it upon herself she took off running after him calling after him his hood came down so when he turned round she saw his face.
“Terry” she called out again trying her hardest to keep up. Why was he running from her she couldn’t understand cutting down in to an ally way she had lost him she couldn’t see him anywhere, going to walk back out she heard someone call out to her making her freeze. “Terry” she answered.
“Go away Sky leave me alone” his voice sounded hurt but with a warning tone in it he didn’t want her near him.
“No i wont Terry what has gotten in to you why have you stopped calling me” she asked almost in tears “Have i hurt you so bad”
“No but its better this way” his voice a little gentler than before.
“Let me see you Terry at least give me that” she replied taking a step forward.
“Get back” he growled “I don’t want you seeing me like this” he told her ducking even further behind the dumpster.
“What why” she asked “whats happened to you” she asked softly taking another step forward till she was right in front of him.Turning his face away he pulled his hood over his face.Kneeling down she reached her hand out to him to try n lift the hood away but he pushed her hand away cutting it off the bin. Hearing her cry out he turned round dropping his hood and grabbed her hand in his. “Oh fucking hell im sorry i...” feeling her eyes on him he turned to look at her scared eyes, backing up he covered his face again.
“Oh my god what happened to you” her voice so care filled she walked up to him forgetting her hand was bleeding she pulled his hood down and looked into his eyes. Tilting her head on one side she looked at a scar that was down his cheek nearly in tears her eyes met his once again. 
“What happened to you” placing her hand gently on Terry’s cheek Sky stepped closer to him.
“This is why i have been avoiding you i ... i didn’t think you would want to see me again looking like this” getting a little brave he placed his hand on hers.


“Me i always want to see you regardless of what you look like you will always be my best friend” she smiled.The smile faded, pushing her hand from his face he walked away.
“Terry wait, what did i say?”
“That is all im ever going to be to you isn’t it” he snapped stopping a few feet from her.
“Terry i don’t understand what you’re getting at here” Sky protested.
Looking at her he walked back over to her and pushed her against the wall pushing himself into her. “You never have, have you eh you will never get it either” pinning her arms against the wall he lay her cheek on hers. “I have been in love with you for a while now but i will never be good enough for you i never have and now this scar has just sent my chances even lower.” Terry admitted.
“What, why didn’t you tell me?” sky questioned 
“Why waist my breath i could never compete with ......” pulling her hand free Sky placed it on the back of his neck bringing his face closer to her then pressed her lips hard against his. At first Terry pulled away and stepped back, looking at her for a few seconds both of them stared at each other wondering what had just happened.


Despite the scar he still looked amazingly gorgeous his shoulder length blonde hair and his gorgeous blue eyes still shone, even more like they used to slowly walking towards to her he cupped his arm round her waist and pulled her up to him.
“If you felt this way why did you not say anything?” he asked her quietly.
“Because i never thought you would ever feel this way about me” Sky answered not taking her eyes from his. Backing her into the wall he whispered in her ear almost seductively. “now you know how i felt all these years” looking up at him she smiled seeing the love in his eyes feeling his warmth against her she started to tremble a little feeling her shake Terry put his other arm round her and held tightly on to her closing her eyes Sky lay her head on his chest.
Holding his hand she made him put his hood down at first he backed off but she eventually persuaded him to leave it down as they walked thru the streets. As Sky opened her door Terry didn’t know how fast to get her inside. Locking the door Terry sat her down on the couch, turning too look at her he gazed into her eyes as he moved closer to her. Sky’s heartbeat got faster as he was now right over her. Not thinking while he leaned over to kiss her neck she lifted her legs up wrapping them round him gently allowing him to lay over her pressing his body into hers letting out little moans as he kissed her neck Terry stopped kissing her and looked at her smiling. Kissing her lips he lifted her in to his arms and carried her into the bedroom.Laying her down onto the bed he gently caressed her body as one thing lead to another. Soon the gently sounds of moaning as he made love to Sky filled the room.Wrapping her arms round him she held on tightly as they kissed each other passionately. Only stopping every so often to look into each other’s eyes. A short while after they had finished he lay down on the bed and pulled the blankets over them both he kissed her head and held her close.


“I love you so much i don’t know why i never brought this up before now”
“What does it matter im here now im not going anywhere”
“But how can you love me with this” lifts her head to the see the scar
“I loved you before and i will love you now i wont stop loving you not until my last breath leaves my body” she whispered sitting up a little bit to kiss him. Running her finger along the scar you haven’t changed just because you have this it could never change my feelings for you ever”Pulling her on top of him he pulled the blanket round them both holding her tightly he kissed her nose making her laugh.“I will never stop loving you either Sky im yours forever” he whispered before kissing her once again

Crystal Eyes

Waking from his sleep the sweat ran down him as he sat up in bed. Pushing his hair back over from his face he looked at the clock beside him. Two am laying back down he rolled over on his side asleep beside him was his girlfriend of six years, the worst six years of his life turning on to his back again he stared at the wall. He was living a lie and he knew it she didn’t love him and he knew it. Things hadn’t been right for the past 3 years now and now he didn’t know what to do he loved her but he couldn’t go on with the heartache much more it was killing him, every time she went out Jessie knew she was away meeting other men but he couldn’t say anything to her because he loved her so much and really deep down didn’t want to lose her so instead of telling her to get lost he bit his tongue and put up with it. Well until he went to his best friends where he would brake down and cry. Sharon his best friend meant the world to him they had grown up together, been through thick and thin and he could never ask for a better friend than her, Sharon was always on his case telling him to chuck her but he always give in to Tanya his girlfriend. Sharon never liked him doing that and she hated the fact he was hurting so much, she just wanted to kill Tanya but she bit her lip and tried to ignore her. As soon as it came light enough to go out Jessie set off and made his way down to blocks from his home and knocked on Sharon’s door.Opening the door he came in direct contact with her hazel eyes which saddened quickly when she saw it was him. Stepping aside to let him she quickly locked the door behind her.
"I'm sorry i...." His voice trailed off looking at Sharon she stood in front of him dripping wet and nothing on but a towel, blushing Sharon went red as she scurried past him.
“Go through there i’ll go get dressed i’ll be too minutes” she smiled waking in to her bedroom. Walking in to the living room Jessie’s eyes darted to the photos on her wall. Different photos of them both from over the past few years. Jessie noticed how close they looked getting close to one of the photos he took notice of one in particular it was from when they went to Spain her eyes stood out sparkled like little crystals he always did love that about her. That’s what made her so pretty why can’t i find a woman like you huh he asked himself forcing himself to look away from the photo and look at the rest.
“We had fun that holiday didn’t we” jumping out his skin he turned to see Sharon smiling at him, her thin frame leaned against the door. 
“Yeah we sure did” he smiled turning to look at her as he walked over to the sofa, keeping his eyes fixed on her he sat down.Walking into the room Sharon sat down on the floor in front of him. “Jess come on, what are you doing to yourself this is the 3rd time this week you’re going to make yourself ill for god sake” she asked looking up at him worried. “I’m worried about you” she whispered “I hate seeing you like this” taking his hand in hers “Don’t put up with this anymore I’m begging you”

"Shes the only one that ever loved me" He whispered. pulling her hand away Sharon backed up
"Then you really are blinded arent you" she snapped "She doesn't deserve you".
"Who else is gonna want me huh" he snapped back.
“Are you really that stupid she doesn’t want you she hasn’t got an ounce of love in her body for you”
Getting up Jessie walked over to the door then stopped, turning round he glared at her. “shes the only woman that i have in my life if i lost her id be alone”
“You might as well be if you stay with her” Sharon argued back getting up and walking towards him she stood almost on top of him. “Find someone who does love you and wants you who can stand to make love to you, who can’t wait to be in your arms.....”
“You just don’t get it do you” he sighed going to walk away.
Reaching out she grabbed his arm. “Jessie I’m begging you” her heart started to beat faster. Turning to look at her he pinned her to the door pushing his body into hers leaning down he laid his cheek against hers gently “I am never going to find another woman ever”
“You have someone all ready” she whispered. Turning to look at her pale face again he gazed into her eyes “I am here for you”
“You’re my best friend that’s different” he argued going to walk away again. Grabbing his hand she pulled him back towards her.


Putting her hand on the back of his neck she pulled him right into her. “You have me, more than just a friend” she whispered kissing his cheek before looking into his eyes again.
Looking at her his hand went from her shoulder to her hand. “Don’t say things like that when you don’t mean it” he told her still looking in her eyes.
“I do mean it though, Jessie i have been in love with you for a while now” she whispered her voice now shaken up a little with nerves
“What!” he gasped a little taken by it “What are you saying, how come you never said anything before”
“What does it matter, im never going to get you leave her” Sharon sighed pulling away from him.
“That doesn’t answer my question Sharon”. Ignoring him she went to walk away but Jessie grabbed her arm n pushed her against the door and putting both hands on either side of her. “It does matter so start talking”
“Jessie i love you i don’t want you going home to her, someone who treats you like shit, she doesn’t love you she cant not as much as I do” she cried “I hate it every time we say goodbye”


“Sharon i..... i oh god to hell with it” Smiling he picked her up and pushed her into the door, wrapping her legs round his waist as he kissed her neck. Putting her heard on his shoulder she wrapped her fingers round his long blonde hair letting out a little groan as his lips touched her neck and shoulder. Walking over to the sofa with her in his arms he lay her down on it as he opened his shirt, sliding it off his back she wrapped her arms round him as he lay on top of her grinding against her. Kissing him it felt so good to her that she could feel his body against hers it wasn’t just a dream any more it was happening and she wasn’t going to stop him. She ran her fingers right down his back and back up she whispered i love you as she reached down to undo his jeans. Jessie wasn’t going to stop her but he put his hands over hers and looked at her.
“Are you sure that this is what you want?” he asked her checking her reactions as she answered
“I have never been more sure of anything in my life” she replied smiling up at him. Smiling back he returned to kissing her again as she slid his jeans off. Laying over her he kissed her nose playfully and brushed her hair off her face.
“I’m ready” she smiled with bother her hands resting on his chest. Nodding he pulled her close, entering her he watched her face as she cringed a little.
“Are you ok” he asked a little worried.
“Yes I’m good babe don’t worry about it” she answered holding him close in her arms.
“You’re a virgin aren’t you” he whispered “I could tell” he whispered watching her go red “I will try and not hurt you too much” he assured her softly. She was expecting him to criticize her but he didn’t. It hurt to start with but as he made love to her more it got easier on her, pushing harder in to her he got a little faster grabbing the top of her leg he looked at her smiling as she lay back moaning his name. Sharon soon forgot about the pain and started to beg for him to go harder but slow it down a bit. She dug her nails into his back as she felt herself cum. Butterflies filled her stomach as she felt him speed up again, feeling himself cum shortly after her. He never moved instead he lay on top of her gently placing a hand on the bottom of her back. He gently kissed her neck then moved up to her lips.Looking into her eyes he asked if she was ok.
“A little sore but im good” Sharon assured him laying her hand on his cheek putting her thumb on his lips.


“I didn’t mean to hurt” He apologised “It might be painful for the first few times but it will get easier until there’s no more pain” laying down beside her he held her in his arms. Her body pressed against his. He had never felt it that good in such a long time this time it felt real to him Sharon even though it was her first time she give back just as much as she was getting all the time looking into his eyes, he made up his mind there and then she was the one for him the woman that had stood by him all these years, his best friend Sharon was the one he wanted some how he had always known. Kissing her head as she laid her head on his chest and arm round his waist he was determined that when he went back Tanya and him would be over and he would be with Sharon that night in her bed and her loving arms.

Here Comes The Night the final chapter Chapter 7

Seeing the plain eventually land Shelbey looked up from her book Twyla and Kayleigh were asleep packing her book up in to her carry on bag she gently shook her sisters awake. 

"Guys were here" she smiled stepping over them quickly. grabbing the other bags she flung them over her shoulder. making her way out side she was shocked to find that she was the first one out considering the way Kayleigh was going on back in Canada it was like it was a matter of life and death yet here she was tagging along behind her head down looking round nervously as if to say what the hell im i doing here. pulling up a taxi she grabbed Kayleigh's bags from her and helped her into the back of the taxi. 

all the way to the hotel all three of them sat in silence Shelbey and Twyla looked at each other they hadn't seen her looking so scared and wound up not known what to do like she was since her husband had died.  Wanting to brake the quietness Shelbey inched over a little bit and grabbed her sisters hand tightly in hers.

"Are you ok?" she asked turning her sisters head to look at her.

"Yeah im good why wouldn't i be im here i get to see John again dont i so im happy no need to worry about me sis see" she looked up trying to put on a brave face.

About an hour later the taxi driver pulled up out side of the hotel they were staying in 

"I cant get any closer im sorry they must be having some one important stay there oh well girls have a nice time and welcome to sweden"

"inga problem sir och tack du" 

"ah you speak our language"

"ja" Kayleigh laughed "yes but its just a little"

"valkomna" the driver replied nodding as he took the change. 

Turning round she noticed the looks on her sisters faces. "What i took it up in New York" she smiled walking ahead of them trying to get in as quick as she could to the hotel. 

As Kayleigh was sorting out the rooms something caught her attention standing in the hall way was a group of men about their age a few years older but close to theirs a smile crossed her face giving Twyla a quick nudge she made her way over slowly.

"Joey, Ian, John, John, Mic" she called out coming to a stop behind them.

"Oh hey honey i wasnt expecting to see you here" Joey responded to her by giving her a hug.

"Hello Shelbey" John spoke up quietly from the chair in the corner. "How is your sister?" he asked 

"Ask her yourself" she grinned "she's right over there shes missed you John shes really sorry for the way she acted shes hid herself away since you left"

"same with this one" Joey remarked "hes been moping around wishing he had of just gone after her that day instead of comeing back to sweden" he smiled "Go on then John"

"Right got our...." Kayleigh asked looking round and thats when her eyes locked with John's looking down quickly she went to walk off when Twyla grabbed her arm.
"Go to him sis i think hes wanting to see you" Twyla smiled giving her a little hug before pushing her over to his side.
"Kayleigh" John whispered quietly looking into her eyes"

"Hello John, how are you?" she asked feeling shy and really nervous.

"I am good you?"
"Feel like crap" she blurted out "is there any way we can talk alone?" she asked seeing everyone watching them.

"Sure come on" He smiled holding out his hand for hers. 

"We'll take your bags sis" Twyla offered grabbing her bags staying put near Shelbey and the others.

Dropping the bags she followed John like a lost puppy back to his room, standing to aside he let her in and sat her down in the bed while he knelt on the floor in front of her gazing lovingly into her eyes.

"Kayleigh i have missed you so much all i have thought about was having you to hold im very sorry if i had sounded forward i have a bad habit of putting my foot in it"

"You didnt John it was me and i never realised until after you left that i wanted you just as much back, im so sorry i went on the way i did John, if there is still a chance... i would love to take it but i wanna get to know you more first" she smiled laying her hand on his cheek.
"I would like that too Kayleigh *holds out his hand after standing to his feet. "are the 3 of you staying here"
"Yes but were not in the same room i dont think"
"Do you want to stay with me and i swear i wont try anything" he asked "or i could just spend all night with you till you want to go to bed then come back here"

"Sounds perfect" Kayleigh smiled holding him close giving him a cuddle. "so you on tour now? or is this just like the odd gig here n there?"
"Just touring sweden then a few months later i am off out over to England and then after there we will be back home" he explained looking down at her brushing her hair back from her eyes. "Any one ever tell you how beautiful you really are" he complimented her as she went to walk over to the window.
"My husband he used to tell me everyday and then the illness took his life"
"I'm truly sorry, i know i could i never replace him but i will promise to always love you and be true to you"
Looking up at him her eyes stared right into his almost stumbling over the little stool at the foot of the bed she steadied herself and sat down on the bed.
"What did you just say?" asking him to repeat exactly what he just said she felt tears come to her eyes altho she wasnt married before she met gunner he said something very similar his voice replied over in the back of her mind and the day that they met.
"Kayleigh i might not have much money i might not live in a big fancy house but i will promise to always love you and me be true to you"

Repeating what he said Kayleigh got up from where she was sitting and looked him over running her fingers gently over his chest as he stood there smiling lovingly down at her. His perfect blue eyes shone like the ocean as the morning sun sparkled across the clear blue water his beautiful smile mirrored the exact same way Gunner did when he smiled his hair fell past his shoulders soft against the touch of her finger tips just like Gunners had was she just imagining it or had he come back to her it seemed such a silly thought but he was just like him in so many ways the way he held her his gaze when he locked eyes with her, the touch of his lips against hers it was so hard to believe but she couldn't help the way she felt. Looking into his eyes she felt something build up inside her something that she hadnt felt in such a long time as he took her in his arms once again the feeling of butterflies made her go week picking her up he held her close to him kissing her as he lay down on the bed. holding her close in his arms he smiled lovingly down at her then kissed her.

At that moment the whole world changed she didnt have a care in the world as she wrapped her arms round him feeling his lips against hers again made her shake holding her close to him he wrapped his arms strongly but gently keeping her as close to him as he could and kept on kissing her passionately. once again the she felt the happiness come back to her that she felt all those years ago when gunner held her like this and kissed her filling her with hope and love was this another chance for her to be happy opening her eyes she laid her hand on the side of his face running it slowly along the jaw line and keeping hey eyes locked with his.
"I love you John i hope we can make ago of this"
"We will babe we will make it thru anything and everything that tries to get in out way, the love i feel for you will never die baby my heart will always belong to you and i will always be by your side"
Curling up into his arms Kayleigh didnt want to move all she wanted to do was lie there and be wrapped up in his arms forever. This was a chance of a new start, she wasnt going to let it go and she certainly wasnt going to give up on him. Looking into into his eyes a huge smile crossed her face. "you know what screw it, im perfectly happy where i am" She laughed "im staying here" she giggled kissing John's neck. "well thats only if you want me here"
"are you crazy? of course i do baby" he laughed watching as she started to yarn and lay on his side pulling her as close to him as he can watching her drift to sleep.


                                                                 THE END

Here Comes The Night one last shot of happiness Chapter 6

it had been over a month since she had last scene John she shouldn't be feeling the way she was after all it wasn't like they had actually been dating each other but she still mourned as though they had of been  together she kept kicking herself punishing herself blaming herself for letting him go like that for not saying yes when he had said be mine what the hell was she thinking all she could think about and see in the back of her mind was his sad eyes that glanced up at her as she turned away from him. rolling on to her side she didnt see Twyla and Shelbey walk into her room. looking out the window she went to go back off to sleep when Shelbey crawled along the bed beside her. 

"Hey sis" she whispered leaning over her a little. turning back over to look at her she lay on her back thinking what could their possibly be for her to smile at.
"Come on up we gotta be leaving in a few"
"Leaving wait what for?" Kayleigh asked sitting bolt up right in bed looking from her to Twyla then to Shelbey again. 

"Sweden" Shelbey told her jumping up and down on the bed trying to wake her up fully.

"Why are we going to Sweden?" Kayleigh asked.
"We get front row tickets to see Europe and backstage passes Rich n Jon pulled some strings they are playing in there home town" she informed her. 

looking at her sisters like they were crazy she rolled over on her front and pulled her pillow over her head hoping they would just leave it and let her get back to going to sleep.
"Come on sis you have locked yourself away in here for nearly a month you cant keep doing this"
"Who cant, i have managed so far Twyla look at the end of the day i have ....."
"You have been a stupid cow who needs her sence knocked back into her now get your damn ass out of bed right now". 

Not listening to her she pulled the blankets further up and held the pillow tighter over her face.
"Why you stubborn..." turning to Shelbey she told her not to say anything and ran into the bedroom grabbed the basin off the floor by the door filled it with water and took it back in the room. "You sure your not getting up?" she asked standing above her sister.
"I am 100% positive you are not getting me up out of bed" Kayleigh replied
"Sure about that are you" Twyla grinned holding the bowl high above her head looking down.
"You heard m.... omg Twyla" she yelled jumping out of bed as the cold water was poured all over her soaking thru the blanket thru her clothes and touching her skin making her shiver.

"Who wasnt" Twyla laughed making a run for the door.
"Twyla im gonna kick your ass" Kayleigh shouted running after her chasing her out into the front down to the lake. coming to a stop she looked round trying to see if she could see her sister any where. "twyla ... sis where are you" running up behind her she playfully pushed her on her ass into the water.
"Dunked 2ce oh yeah i rock" Twyla giggled running back into the house. Laughing Kayleigh got to her feet and started walking back to wards the house when a large black Jeep pulled up outside. 

"What the hell happened to you, you look lyk a drowned rat" Richies sarcastic comment would have earned him a slap but for some reason she didnt seem to bothered about it, plus she was kinda thankful to him and owed richie and jon a huge thank you not that it was probably going to get her anywhere any way. walking over to them she stopped and hugged them.
"Twyla and Shelbey told me what you guys did thank you" she smiled.

"Yeah well we hated seeing you like that besides im sure he will be just as happy to see you as what you will be to see him, we were talking to joey not that long ago apparently John's never been the same since the day he left to go home" Richie told her. 

Feeling like shit Kayleigh took a step back what was doing now she felt even worse for doing what she did that day but it just made her more determined to get on that plain, running in the house she packed her stuff and beat Shelbey and Twyla into the car.
"Come on guys lets go then" she smiled bouncing up and down on the back seat like an excited child on their birthday or christmas. 

"Ok ok were leaving" John laughed putting his foot down holding Shelbey close to him in the front seat as he drove along the highway to the airport.

Once at the airport Shelbey and Twyla was to busy saying good bye to even notice kayleigh had ran in side n started to check her bags in.

"Im gonna miss you baby i cant wait to get back home and back in your arms" Shelbey whispered gently planting little kisses on her husbands cheeks n along his jaw line.

"Im gonna miss you too babe god its going to be hard with out you but ill be ok" he smiled "call me when you get there just to let me know your gonna be all right yh"
"I will do jon we'll be good"
"It's not us thats people need to worry about, its her any way where is Kayleigh?"
"She's all ready away in" Richie laughed. "have fun yeah" kissing her both men watched as they went in side. 

"Well this is gonna be fun to see what they are gonna get up to" Jon grinned. 

"Just as long as their careful and they come home safely thats all i care about" Richie smiled climbing into the car. "but in the mean time you me, dave n teek are gonna have our own boys weekend" he laughed. 

turning to look at him Jon grinned high five'd him and drove off.

"Well this is it you excited" Twyla asked wondering if it was a stupid thing to ask as Kayleigh stood getting even more irritated about the line not going down.

"Erm earth to Kayleigh hello come in Kayleigh" Shelbey grinned grabbing her attention.

"huh what? oh yh ... yh i am" she smiled bopping from side to side trying to see how many workers were on.

Finally the line went down and she was getting served being impatient as she could be sometimes Kayleigh dodged people n made her way to her seat, sitting down she sat with her eyes closed just wishing the plain would take off and get to sweden she didnt want to be too late if she wasnt all ready.
"There you are" Twyla smiled "please dont do that when we get there" she grinned sitting down opposite her just as Shelbey sat down on the other side of her a horrible feeling cut through her like a knife what happens if he never wanted to see her again what happens if she never gets near him or worse what happens if she does and he tells her he hates her oh god what had she done there was no way in hell she was going to be prepared for that. sinking down in her chair she pulled her coat over her and hid under it, crying herself to sleep she tried to tell her self that everything was going to be ok or she hoped it would be any way.

Here Comes The Night *here goes nothing* Chapter 5

That afternoon everyone took their own little spot sitting on the top of the hill bottle of beer in their hands and laughing and joking around. laying down on the hill Shelbey walked over to her sisters side. "Mind if i join ya?" she asked
"Sure you really dont need to ask you know that" she smiled opening her eyes looking up at her sister, moving along the towel she say up and laid her head on her sisters shoulder.
"So how you enjoying being back home?"
"Truthfully? hate it the only good thing about being home is i get to see you, Twyla and the lads again but other than that everything just doesn't feel right". she sighed hoping that Shelbey wouldn't take that the wrong way.
"You have been away far to long, you know what you need?" Shelbey smiled laying her head against her sisters.
"No i don't wanna know but i have a good feeling your gonna tell me right?" Kayleigh sarcastically replied.
"Yes i am you need to find someone that cares for you someone to settle down with and someone who can be there for you when your lonely and cold and just need to be held"
"Shelbey i had that i had that with Gunner sis, he was taken from me and ill never love any one as much as i did him Gunner was everything to me he was my world my lover my best friend how can i replace that, what we had" she asked her sister looking into her eyes.

Thinking for a little while she put her arm round her sister and hugged her tightly.
"Sis i know how you felt i felt the same way about Jon and if i lost him id probably react the same way as you sis, but hun you cant go the rest of your life with out someone beside you to hold you when you need one to pick you up when your down and turn you round when your in the wrong direction" i might be younger than you sis but at least i know what im talking about" she said looking down at her.
"You think" laying down she put her head on her sisters lap looking up to the sky she lay quiet for a little bit then turned her head a little to look at her.
"Your right sis i know you are but who the hell is gonna want a woman who is widowed woman in her just turned 30 year old and who is more trouble that what she is worth"
"Now hey don't you dare talk about your self like that i never think that way about you and neither does Twyla  " she scolded "We both love you so much we just want you to be happy Kayleigh" She replied.

Falling quiet Kayleigh sat back and wrapped her arms round her baby sister.
"Yeah i know im sorry sis i just don't think i will ever find any one else and if i do find someone else how will i know if i will ever be happy with him" she sounded worried as she scrunched herself up putting her head on her knees. putting  a arm round her she cuddled into her sister.
"You wanna know how? because you have so much love to give some one, your scared to lose them and all you want is that someone in your life that's gonna be there, Gunner took ill and sadly he ... well he died that doesn't mean that's gonna happen to everyone you let in there's plenty of men that would jump at the chance of being with you, your smart, funny sexy what man wouldnt" she smiled.
"Your just saying that coz your my sister and you have no other choice in the matter"
"Well true, but im saying it as well because i love you and i mean every damn word of it" she assured her.

Looking over at Shelbey and Kayleigh Twyla smiled when Shelbey turned too look at her, going over to check the BBQ she noticed John sitting looking down the hill onto the valley that lay all round them turning every thing over she finished checking everything over and went too sit by him.
"Hey" she smiled.
"Hello Twyla" he smiled looking up from where he was originally looking. "How are you"
"Im good thank you, how are you, you enjoying Canada?" she asked.
"Yes very much it is beautiful round here"
"Yes it is i could never leave" Twyla admitted "I am very lucky Richie decided to leave New Jersey to come out here for me"
"Did he oh wow that is amazing he really loves you huh"
"Yeah he loves me very much i still cant get over that he just up'd and moved for me i keep thanking him for it and all i keep getting back is that he couldnt live there with out me and he would never dream of asking me to leave bless him Richie is my world and i would give up everything for him but hes so sweet, kind and understanding he moved all the way out here he hated it at first" she laughed "said it was too cold in the winter but he got used to it" Turning to look at him "Would you ever do that for someone you loved" she quizzed

"Well i live in a cold country so if i had to move somewhere like this then yes i would probably do it but if it was for a woman i loved so much i would do it in a heartbeat no thinking about it i love sweden but if i was in love with a woman my love for her would be greater than anything possible" he admitted "why"
"Oh no reason just thought id ask" Twyla replied getting up from where she sat "Come on" holding out her hand she helped him to his feet.
"Where are we going?" he asked her following her over to Shelbey and Kayleigh.
"Hey guys erm shel do you wanna help me with the BBQ"
"You just ...." raising her eye brow she moved her hand to the side n hinted for her to go with her.
"Oh ... oh yh sure" she smiled eventually getting the hint "leave you guys at it" she smirked.
"Wait what are you" she started to ask but her sisters had hurried off over to the others.
"So how you enjoying Canada?" she asked looking at him as he sat close beside her.
"You and your sisters all twins by any chance" he laughed
"Nope im the oldest then Twyla n then Shelbey" she giggled "how come?"
"Only your Twyla asked me the same thing just a few seconds ago then she told me about her and Richie" he told her laying down looking into the sky.

laughing Kayleigh lay down beside him and closed her eyes "You would actually think that you know we all think alike one of us hurt the other 2 will we all think of something n it all ways turns out well more or less always turns out that others were thinking the same thing were such a like its actually pretty scary" Kayleigh smiled. sitting up his eyes couldn't help but look her up and down her smile grabbed his attention trying hard to stop himself he put his hand o the other side of her laying over her he kissed her passionately.  sitting up she looked into his eyes looking confused.
"Kayleigh im sorry i...."
Knocking him over onto his back she climbed on top of him. "You ever do that again and ill.... " stop in the middle of her sentence she looked down in his eyes then leaned over and kissed him back.
holding her close to him he held her in his arms and kissed her neck. "be mine" he whispered "I have so much love to give but no one to give it too"

Looking in his eyes she didn't know what to think, John would be gone soon and then what would she do she couldn't move because then she would be even further away from gunner. getting up she stood looking down at him as he sat up and backed up.
"Kayleigh don't go please im sorry i .... " watching her turn round and run he wanted to go after her but Shelbey grabbed his hand.
"She will come round hun give it a while"
"a while Shelbey i leave tomorrow night tell her im sorry i never meant to up set her" walking down the hill he got into his car and drove off back to the hotel.

Back at the house that night Twyla walked into her sisters room just as she was getting into bed.
"Hey sis what happened to day huh"
"I screwed up there do me a favour never want to be like me coz all i ever do is fuck up all the god damn time dont look up to me or anything" slumping under the blankets she pulled the pillow covering her face with it.
"For god sake kayleigh dont be stupid yes i look up to you your my big sister you know i always will"
"Big mistake in your half then" Kayleigh muttered.
"Oh god kayleigh take that off face now" Twyla scolded. seeing that she was taking no notice she grabbed the pillow n hit her with it. "Sit up and listen to me right now"
opening her eyes she looked at twyla in shock. she had never lost her temper with her ever sitting up she didnt want to anger her any more than she all ready had.
"Right now i have your attention do you know what happened to day?? huh yes you screwed up so does everyone but if you hadnt realised that man had falling head over heels for you and you let him leave"
"What am i supposed to do huh the dude is swedish he lives in sweden he going back tomorrow n besides once he is back there he will forget all about me"

Folding her arms she looked disgusted at her sister. "Dont you dare sit there and tell me for one second that you believe that shit? coz if you do im gonna smack the sence back into you, John is crazy about you now get off your ass get in that car and go to his hotel now"
"Now??? are you... have you seen the damn time?"
"So do you have any love for that man or not? because he has loads of it for you, theres nothing that man would not do for you" she snapped now get your tail out of bed and go see him"
"No ill go tomorrow" she argued turning over pulling the blankets up over her head.
"No huh?" grinning twyla got off the bed walked round to the side lifted the mattress and tipped the bed over sending her sister flying. "Now get your ass up get out that damn door and get your tail out to the hotel and tell him you want him just as much"

staring at her sister not amused she went to argue back.
"Now" she jumped in before getting the chance to do so. Not wanting to argue any more she smiled flung her arms round her sisters neck, got dressed and ran out the door into her car and bolted off to the hotel.
"Hey im looking for John N.."
"I know who you are looking for and he left all ready"
"What when" she started to panic
"This morning when he got in from where ever it was"
"Oh no he left because of me oh no what .... falls down in the chair looking down at the floor she didnt see her sister walk in after her.
"Sis?"
"He's gone Twyla and its all my fault how am i gonna get to him now" Kayleigh sighed feeling really annoyed with her self.

"Oh sis im sorry if i had known he was leaving oh sis". curling up in her arms Twyla hugged her sister comforting her as she lay shaking in tears.