Crystal Eyes

Waking from his sleep the sweat ran down him as he sat up in bed. Pushing his hair back over from his face he looked at the clock beside him. Two am laying back down he rolled over on his side asleep beside him was his girlfriend of six years, the worst six years of his life turning on to his back again he stared at the wall. He was living a lie and he knew it she didn’t love him and he knew it. Things hadn’t been right for the past 3 years now and now he didn’t know what to do he loved her but he couldn’t go on with the heartache much more it was killing him, every time she went out Jessie knew she was away meeting other men but he couldn’t say anything to her because he loved her so much and really deep down didn’t want to lose her so instead of telling her to get lost he bit his tongue and put up with it. Well until he went to his best friends where he would brake down and cry. Sharon his best friend meant the world to him they had grown up together, been through thick and thin and he could never ask for a better friend than her, Sharon was always on his case telling him to chuck her but he always give in to Tanya his girlfriend. Sharon never liked him doing that and she hated the fact he was hurting so much, she just wanted to kill Tanya but she bit her lip and tried to ignore her. As soon as it came light enough to go out Jessie set off and made his way down to blocks from his home and knocked on Sharon’s door.Opening the door he came in direct contact with her hazel eyes which saddened quickly when she saw it was him. Stepping aside to let him she quickly locked the door behind her.
"I'm sorry i...." His voice trailed off looking at Sharon she stood in front of him dripping wet and nothing on but a towel, blushing Sharon went red as she scurried past him.
“Go through there i’ll go get dressed i’ll be too minutes” she smiled waking in to her bedroom. Walking in to the living room Jessie’s eyes darted to the photos on her wall. Different photos of them both from over the past few years. Jessie noticed how close they looked getting close to one of the photos he took notice of one in particular it was from when they went to Spain her eyes stood out sparkled like little crystals he always did love that about her. That’s what made her so pretty why can’t i find a woman like you huh he asked himself forcing himself to look away from the photo and look at the rest.
“We had fun that holiday didn’t we” jumping out his skin he turned to see Sharon smiling at him, her thin frame leaned against the door. 
“Yeah we sure did” he smiled turning to look at her as he walked over to the sofa, keeping his eyes fixed on her he sat down.Walking into the room Sharon sat down on the floor in front of him. “Jess come on, what are you doing to yourself this is the 3rd time this week you’re going to make yourself ill for god sake” she asked looking up at him worried. “I’m worried about you” she whispered “I hate seeing you like this” taking his hand in hers “Don’t put up with this anymore I’m begging you”

"Shes the only one that ever loved me" He whispered. pulling her hand away Sharon backed up
"Then you really are blinded arent you" she snapped "She doesn't deserve you".
"Who else is gonna want me huh" he snapped back.
“Are you really that stupid she doesn’t want you she hasn’t got an ounce of love in her body for you”
Getting up Jessie walked over to the door then stopped, turning round he glared at her. “shes the only woman that i have in my life if i lost her id be alone”
“You might as well be if you stay with her” Sharon argued back getting up and walking towards him she stood almost on top of him. “Find someone who does love you and wants you who can stand to make love to you, who can’t wait to be in your arms.....”
“You just don’t get it do you” he sighed going to walk away.
Reaching out she grabbed his arm. “Jessie I’m begging you” her heart started to beat faster. Turning to look at her he pinned her to the door pushing his body into hers leaning down he laid his cheek against hers gently “I am never going to find another woman ever”
“You have someone all ready” she whispered. Turning to look at her pale face again he gazed into her eyes “I am here for you”
“You’re my best friend that’s different” he argued going to walk away again. Grabbing his hand she pulled him back towards her.


Putting her hand on the back of his neck she pulled him right into her. “You have me, more than just a friend” she whispered kissing his cheek before looking into his eyes again.
Looking at her his hand went from her shoulder to her hand. “Don’t say things like that when you don’t mean it” he told her still looking in her eyes.
“I do mean it though, Jessie i have been in love with you for a while now” she whispered her voice now shaken up a little with nerves
“What!” he gasped a little taken by it “What are you saying, how come you never said anything before”
“What does it matter, im never going to get you leave her” Sharon sighed pulling away from him.
“That doesn’t answer my question Sharon”. Ignoring him she went to walk away but Jessie grabbed her arm n pushed her against the door and putting both hands on either side of her. “It does matter so start talking”
“Jessie i love you i don’t want you going home to her, someone who treats you like shit, she doesn’t love you she cant not as much as I do” she cried “I hate it every time we say goodbye”


“Sharon i..... i oh god to hell with it” Smiling he picked her up and pushed her into the door, wrapping her legs round his waist as he kissed her neck. Putting her heard on his shoulder she wrapped her fingers round his long blonde hair letting out a little groan as his lips touched her neck and shoulder. Walking over to the sofa with her in his arms he lay her down on it as he opened his shirt, sliding it off his back she wrapped her arms round him as he lay on top of her grinding against her. Kissing him it felt so good to her that she could feel his body against hers it wasn’t just a dream any more it was happening and she wasn’t going to stop him. She ran her fingers right down his back and back up she whispered i love you as she reached down to undo his jeans. Jessie wasn’t going to stop her but he put his hands over hers and looked at her.
“Are you sure that this is what you want?” he asked her checking her reactions as she answered
“I have never been more sure of anything in my life” she replied smiling up at him. Smiling back he returned to kissing her again as she slid his jeans off. Laying over her he kissed her nose playfully and brushed her hair off her face.
“I’m ready” she smiled with bother her hands resting on his chest. Nodding he pulled her close, entering her he watched her face as she cringed a little.
“Are you ok” he asked a little worried.
“Yes I’m good babe don’t worry about it” she answered holding him close in her arms.
“You’re a virgin aren’t you” he whispered “I could tell” he whispered watching her go red “I will try and not hurt you too much” he assured her softly. She was expecting him to criticize her but he didn’t. It hurt to start with but as he made love to her more it got easier on her, pushing harder in to her he got a little faster grabbing the top of her leg he looked at her smiling as she lay back moaning his name. Sharon soon forgot about the pain and started to beg for him to go harder but slow it down a bit. She dug her nails into his back as she felt herself cum. Butterflies filled her stomach as she felt him speed up again, feeling himself cum shortly after her. He never moved instead he lay on top of her gently placing a hand on the bottom of her back. He gently kissed her neck then moved up to her lips.Looking into her eyes he asked if she was ok.
“A little sore but im good” Sharon assured him laying her hand on his cheek putting her thumb on his lips.


“I didn’t mean to hurt” He apologised “It might be painful for the first few times but it will get easier until there’s no more pain” laying down beside her he held her in his arms. Her body pressed against his. He had never felt it that good in such a long time this time it felt real to him Sharon even though it was her first time she give back just as much as she was getting all the time looking into his eyes, he made up his mind there and then she was the one for him the woman that had stood by him all these years, his best friend Sharon was the one he wanted some how he had always known. Kissing her head as she laid her head on his chest and arm round his waist he was determined that when he went back Tanya and him would be over and he would be with Sharon that night in her bed and her loving arms.